is one of the best and worst years of my life... (the other one being my senior year in high school).
but if to be the best i should have the worst, then id take it. the best times make everything worthwhile.
Heto na naman, nag-iisip, minsa'y nagtataka
Na sa 'kin na ang lahat bakit nangungulila
At nang makita ka, ibang sigla ang nadarama
Pag-ibig nga ba ito, ako'y nangangamba
Nais kong ipagtapat sa'yo
Sana'y dinggin mo ang lihim ng pusong ito
Kahit na tayo'y magkaibang mundo
Ikaw nga ang syang hanap-hanap
Kay tagal na ako ay nangarap
Lumuluhod, nakikiusap
Ako ay mahalin mo sinta
Ikaw nga ang syang magbabago
Sa akin, sa aking buhay
Handang iwanan ang lahat
upang makapiling ka (para lang sa'yo) sinta
Nang makilala ka
Ibang saya aking nadarama
Alam kong pag-ibig ito,
Anong ligaya
Nais kong ipatapat sa 'yo
Sana'y pagbigyan
Dinggin ang puso kong ito
Kahit na tayo'y magkaibang mundo
Ikaw nga ang syang hanap-hanap
Kay tagal na ako ay nangarap
Lumuluhod, nakikiusap
Ako ay mahalin mo sinta
Ikaw nga ang syang magbabago
Sa akin, sa aking buhay
Handang iwanan ang lahat
upang makapiling ka (para lang sa'yo) sinta
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Julie: You guys will work it out. I couldn't handle it if you didn't, you two are like the moral center of the universe; you're Sandy and Kirsten!
Kirsten: Yeah well, now we're Sandy and Kirsten... and Rebecca -(OC 2x14)
she may be the face i cant forget
the trace of pleasure or regret
may be my treasure or the price i have to pay
she may be the song that summer sings
may be the chill that autumn brings
may be a hundred different things
within the measure of a day
she may be the beauty or the beast
may be the famine or the feast
may turn each day into a heaven or a hell
she may be the mirror of my dreams
the smile reflected in a stream
she may not be what she may seem
inside her shell
she who always seems so happy in a crowd
whose eyes can be so private and so proud
no ones allowed to see them when they cry
she may be the love that cannot hope to last
may come to me from shadows of the past
that ill remember till the day i die
she may be the reason i survive
the why and wherefore im alive
the one ill care for through the rough and ready years
me, ill take her laughter and her tears
and make them all my souvenirs
for where she goes I've got to be
the meaning of my life is she
she, oh she
i think 'goodbye' is tradition -william thacker (notting hill)
if the feeling is gone -julie cooper (the OC 2x20)
please dont pretend that you still love me
i can see it in your eyes
and it hurts to admit it
i cant tell that the feeling is gone
all i ask is just a little honesty
though i know
that youre not coming back to me
you know ill do anything to make you stay
but i just have to let you know
if the feeling is gone...
theres a sadness in your smile
though i try to conceive it
i cant tell if the feeling is gone
all i ask is just a little honesty
though i know
that youre not coming back to me
you know ill do anything to make you stay
but i just have to let you go
if the feeling is gone
all i ask is just a little honesty
though i know
that youre not coming back to me
you know ill do anything to make you stay
but i just have to let you go
i just have to let you go
i just have to let you go
if the feeling is gone...
stay.
for just a second, i wanted you to feel like your life was being taken away...
we all have them. cant help it. kahit unfair.
happy birthday ate cla!
had my first exam a while ago.
dinner at sheares. stayed in jayson's room to study while he slept and robs played his warcraft. gelo had to go. mikel arrived a few hours later. had supper. gail came over. went back to my room after eating. and yeah, shamoy was in her usual hibernating mode =)
lunch date with may tom, youth mtg, church on sunday, physio exam on monday.
Lord, help me with everything.
i just want to say a million thanks to ate chette. uve always been there for me. ur the best.
and to wayne, thanks for the concern.
inconsiderate me. (was asked to be)
i think too much. (wish i did about my lessons)
all things are possible. (in the power of God's name)
what's true today may not be true tomorrow. (things change)
even jokes are half-meant. (and so can every look)
people who need people are the most blessed people in the world.
therefore, im still blessed.
went to the weekly basketball session last night. kaso, napa-umaga kme this time.
slept at around 745am. i asked kuya gelo to wake me up at 9am since hes not sleeping coz he has to work on his powerpoint slides. he did wake me up. on time pa. hehe. thanks! then went to science canteen. had lunch with ate cazl, kuya daniel, ferron, kuya nestor, joseph, and wayne. then went to lab. the pcr thing will take 2.5 hours! oh wel.
nways, i had this weird dream kanina. well technically hindi sya weird. pero ung fact na napanaginipan ko sya, un ung weird. imagine, over an hour lang ako natulog nanaginip pa talaga ko. magkatotoo kaya un? haha. the exact same scenario malamang hinde. pero the thought, or the whole idea behind the story pwede.
hindi ko rin alam baka kaya ko lng napanaginipan un kse un ung isa sa mga madalas kong iniisip. wel, not iniisip. napagkkwentuhan lang kse lagi. or is it because of the fact na un ung last idea na nasa mind ko before i slept? ewan.
detroit won in OT. ginebra has the solo lead. coolness again. i concede. i give up. (the words i concede must be used only in certain circumstance)
yesterday was testigo day. had lunch at kr dining hall then went to ymca. got there about 215pm. as expected, wala nang magandang seats. we stood at the back para makaupo ung mga invited guests. thanks to kuya gelo and mikel for coming!!!
show was great. nakakainis lang hindi maganda ung sound system kahapon. oh wel. heard chin sing a tagalog song on stage. cool. ate cla did a great job as well. so did the rest of the cast.
at first, i thought i would be sweating the whole time coz of the volume of people. but then, i saw kuya kris and i tagged along when he went to the very back of the hall. may aircon pala dun. nakatapat pa talaga samin. at the end of the show medyo nilalamig na ko. hehe. it was nice chattin with kuya kris again. cool guy. hindi ko na kse sila (him, ate tin, and kuya minic) mashado nakakausap eh. hindi na kse ko umaattend ng music practice. hopefully next sem, maka-attend na ulit ako regularly.
had to go back early to finish my miniproject. went to hss to work on the webpage while the bridging kids and kuya gelo worked on their own homeworks. had supper. played bridge. got home around 7am.
naligo na lang ako kaagad. wala na munang tulog tulog. had to submit my sc3211 paper before 8am. i was ready by 740am and i was able to pass my paper 751am. whew!
slept for an hour or so then went to lab. hindi tuloy ako naka-lunch ng 12. had lunch alone at 315pm. oh wel. tapos ngayon, kailangan ko pa bumalik sa lab for the gel. haaaay. great. now its raining.
basketball later. detroit won. coolness.
God is good. Hindi ko pa rin nakukuha ung wish ko pero ok lang. Slowly getting there (I hope). He makes all things beautiful... in His time.
Happy Birthday baby maxine!!! Although, ur not a baby anymore. Happy Birthday to ur mama ebie as well. Cant believe ur 4 already... and ate ka na! Take care of baby francine ha? Hope to see you all soon.
[with then baby maxine in chicago]
Welcome to the family baby Julia Ilyana. Hope to see you soon as well.
Must go to HSS. Finish my project.
today (april 07) was weird. sad type of weird.
lab was so frustrating. no one in our group got good colonies. also, i thought i could finish lab by 130pm. but guess what? they ran out of plates. so i had to go back 4pm to streak. hay buhay.
nikko smith got voted out. actually ang mas frustrating, hindi pa rin natatanggal si scott. hehe.
may napikon pa sakin kanina. sori ulit.
my left foot, leg actually, hurts. ewan ko bakit. ang bagal ko na nga maglakad, masakit pa ung paa ko kanina. oh wel.
main thing: something "big" came up. i wanted to call my friend sa pinas so bumili pa ko ng world card sa georgies. tapos hindi ko naman sya matawagan kse kausap pa nya ung friend nya na na-diagnose ng isang "life-threatening" na sakit. cyempre, ako na ung pinagpabukas. ouch naman. hehe. actualy ok lng, i understand.
quoting my dear bro: mamamatay na rin naman ako. hehe.
you know what i mean.
still praying for that one thing.
>>>p.s. sori sa mga natarayan ko kanina
i only have one prayer right now. and i will be the happiest person on earth if that came true. pls, Lord?
finally, a clean room.
but still, ang dami pang kailangan gawin. haaaay.
and yeah, welcome to the family baby alexa breanne. hope to visit u soon! =)
im on my way
with my roses and box full of sweets
i had it all memorized the lines in my head
thinking id be winning your smile
once again
but when i saw you
i realized how i am ashamed of myself
my mouth has failed to say the things i just cant express
afraid to say things i might regret
what is there to do when i did something wrong?
i didn't mean to hurt you but it took so long
to say im sorry
im sorry
say you wont ever leave me down
say you wont ever leave me down
say you wont ever leave me down
im sorry
im sorry
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Reading: blogs
Listening to: it only took a minute (mandy moore)
Watching: nothing
Feeling: Still Guilty + like a [N2O - (!solid & !liquid) + (ownership or equity)]
just got from church + dinner. shamoy and gail were insisting na inaantok ako. pagtawanan daw ba ko if mukha akong bangag or sumthing. hehe. nways, truth is, i was thinking about something. but wont tell (unless you ask hahaha).
ano ba naman yan pati taong gutom di ko ma-persuade kumain -gelonoel (1:29:15 AM 03/13/05)
ngayon ko lang narealize na nakakafrustrate nga pala pag ganun ang mangyari sayo. pero wel, medyo magkaiba naman ung situation nung nangyari sakin pero basta, may analogy naman.
i want to talk to anyone. yeah, anyone.
Reading: nothing
Listening to: kahit isang saglit (martin nievera)
Watching: nothing
Feeling: Still Guilty + paranoid (lang sana...)
belated happy birthday to jayson. 19 ka na. magka-age na tayo at least for the next 7 months. hehe.
Youth L.I.V.E. camp ngayon!!! Waaaah! I miss you all! Well, except my bro hahaha joke. Daya, wala na nga syang pasok, nasa camp pa sya ngayon. Oh wel.
It rained this morning. One of the few times that I actually thank God for rain. Gloomy kse pag umuulan kaya ayaw ko. Hassle pa magdala ng payong. Hehe. Pero ang lamig kanina, sarap matulog. =)
Heading to mcdo for dinner. Bye.
Reading: Bible
Listening to: Are you Happy Now? (Michelle Branch)
Watching: OC (season 2)
Feeling: Still Guilty
Name: Jeunesse
Age: 20
Location: Singapore
Hometown: Philippines
School: NUS
Sport: Basketball
Jersey Number: 9
Color: Blue
Movie: Blue Moon
TV Show: House M.D.
Song: Even If
Charmed One: Piper Halliwell
"Friend": Rachel Green
Powerpuff Girl: Bubbles
Desperate Housewife: Susan Mayer
OC Newporter: Summer Roberts
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[...wishlist...]
nike golf beige jacket/coat
nike sandals
stud earrings
anklet
royce champagne nama chocz
pda cd
eternity dvd/vcd
healing for my sprained ankle
do well in school
get an M.D.
go back to the phils
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nina makil
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