Thursday, March 31, 2005

[[as happy as ever]]

go figure =)

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

[[just by having you]]

you asked me how was i
i said that i was fine
the answer was not the truth
but merely a rehearsed line

you asked me if i was sick
i said that i was not
coz im not ill but sad
and was i disappointed a lot

you asked me what is wrong
i said i was just real tired
but inside i was still upset
with what had just transpired

you thought i was upset with someone
and yeah, actually i am
but the one i am upset with
is you, and not them

you asked me why
for you all just did the same
you asked me why you
why were you to blame?

coz i expected more from you
coz i thought what we had was special
something more, something different
something just above normal

and i just want you to know
if to be in your place i had the chance
for you, i would have done otherwise
no question and at once

the one way street still exists
but what the heck can i do?
its just so sad to watch it
turn into a one way avenue

you asked me how was i
on second thought, my answer was true
i said i was fine my friend
coz i really am, just by having you

...by the chill in your embrace, the expression on your face, that told me you might have some advice to give on how to be insensitive...

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

[[thanks but no thanks]]

went to open lab at 2pm. there were i think 3 TAs and around 20 students. we had to work on our own, buti na lang stab plates lang ang ginawa namin kanina. dr chan arrived mga 5 mintues to 3 oclock. buti na lang nagllabel na lng ako ng plates kse patapos na ko. pinagalitan (wel, sinabihan) nya lahat ng nagwwork kse mashado daw malapit samin ung paghawak ng plates eh bacteria daw ung hinahandle namin. saka hidni daw dapat nakaupo. mabait naman actually si dr chan. parang maam chups, mukha lang talagang mataray. thankful na rin ako na sya ung head ng group namin. at least, alam kong madami talaga syang alam sa subject.

next week, the real work begins. help me Lord! sana maganda results! =)

american idol mamaya. gusto ko matanggal si scott pero may feeling ako na hindi pa this week. oh wel, hindi naman sya mananalo eh.

ms. congeniality 2 tom. parang gusto ko ng jungle freeze. hahaha. san naman kaya ang dinner today? parang alam ko na...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------never had i imagined that one day, a simple "thank you" would break my heart and leave it shattered into a million pieces. the fact that it's a hundred percent genuine only added insult to the injury. coz no one wants her "thank you" after saying "i love you". -anonymous

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

[[10 songs (part 1)]]

cool naman ni spongebob. movie was fun. since hindi pa ko inaantok, here goes:

10 SONGS (10 things 2nd edition).
-in addition to the 10 messages, these are 10 different songs for 10 different people. this is a different set of pipol, well im retaining some of them.

1. You've Got A Friend by james taylor (for previously #5)

I just want to thank you sa lahat ng times that we spent together. I super enjoy ur company... and thank you na rin sa pagttyaga sakin, sa mga rantings, etc. I just wanna say na im here if you need anything...

When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, oh nothing is going right
Just close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
to brighten up even your darkest nights
you just call out my name
and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
all you have to do is call
and I'll be there, yes i will
You've got a friend.

2. Love Will Find You by jaci velasquez

Im just glad things are okay for you, for me, and between the two of us. I just want to say na in times like this, just have faith in God, and He will make everything alright.

A blue moon
Is the only light that falls upon your room
Your cold room

Too soon
There'll be another empty morning in your life
But you'll try again.

Though the sun
Is the only warmth that shines within your heart
Your cold heart

Oh how your dreams have been forsaken
And now it seems your hope's mistaken
But just when you're sure your world is breaking

Love will find you
And It will heal a heart that's grieving
Love will find you
You've gotta see, you've gotta see

Love will find you
When you believed you'd stopped believing
Love will find you
Love will find you

3. The Voice Within by christina aguilera

Though i don't know every detail of your problems, I just want to say that no matter what happens, just look inside your heart, Jesus is there, He'll help you through everything.

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

4. Friends Never Say Goodbye by elton john (for previously #2)

Though I really would have wanted things to happen the other way around, I know sooner or later the time will come na we have to move on. But even if we have parted ways, friends pa rin naman diba?

There isn't much I haven't shared
With you along the road
And through it all there'd always be
Tomorrow's episode
Suddenly that isn't true
There's another avenue
Beckoning the great divide
Ask no questions, take no side
Who's to say who's right or wrong
Whose course is braver run
Still we are, have always been
Will ever be, ask one

What is done has been done for the best
Though the mist in my eyes might suggest
Just a little confusion about what I'll lose
But if I started over I know I would choose
The same joy the same sadness each step of the way
That fought me and tought me that friends never say
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye

5. Top of the World by mandy moore (for previously #4)

Thank you for all the advice and for always listening to me. When im doing sumthing wrong, you're the only one who's brave enough to say it right in front of my face - and i thank you for that.

You lift me up when I am fallin'
You're my friend when I was callin'
Now I'm on top of the world
Top of the whole wide world
Yeah you always been believin'
Give my life a whole new meanin'
Now I'm on top of the world
Top of the whole wide world

...to be continued...

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

[[lite]]

minsan kailangan lang tlga maglagay ng one-way street. i learned that today. madalas kasi, its for the benefit of the majority, kahit sobrang hassle para sayo.

para sa mga walang magawa...

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|1:23 AM|

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

[[one way traffic...]]

life can be a one way street and i hate it...

stories left untold. things left unsaid. efforts left unrewarded.

nakakainis.

buti na lang merong friends.

=)

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|2:12 AM|

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

[[tama na...]]

God has his ways. Opo, Lord. Sorry.

Lord, pa-happy birthday naman kay lola. I miss her... magsseven years na rin pala since... yeah, i was stil in first year high school...

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Friday, March 04, 2005

[[at kung kailangan mo ako...]]

haaay whatta day. 7 na naman ako nakabalik ng room dahil sa last minute aral/cramming. at least CA1 for LSM2103 is OVER! hahaha.

change topic. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. kasi naman, hindi decisive. ang bilis naman makuha ng loob. remember the secrets? hindi nga man lang kinumusta ung test mo eh! pero wala eh, isang salita lang... isang smile nga lang eh, wala na... nakalimutan na lahat un. haha. oh wel, i just really do love my friend(s).

...kailan ma'y di kita matitiis...sa sandaling kailangan mo ako...

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