Tuesday, March 30, 2004

[[video clip]]

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wala lang. trips ko lang ilagay dyan hehe. uh, video clip ng sayaw nung sunday. argh. kitang kita ung mali ko hahaha... low quality kse digicam lang kumuha nyan eh. hehe... saka naputol kse wla nang memory.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|9:51 PM|

Monday, March 29, 2004

[[moodswings]]

hmm... may moodswings din pala ko? pero hindi naman moodswing to eh. pero wait, ano ba ang definition ng moodswings? Oscillation of a person's emotional feeling tone between periods of euphoria and depression. hmm? match ba sa definition? hindi naman kse hindi naman ako depressed. ewan. haha.

kse naman wala pang 24 hours ago, ang saya ko nga diba tapos ayun in one snap... haha... hindi naman ako depressed, hindi lang ako masaya.. siguro dahil narealize ko na doing my flim (dapat naman siguro gets nyo na?) paper would also take time saka after nun wala na rin pahinga kse finals na... haaay...

on the brighter side (ng araw na to)... sis aby's health has been improving according to updates... although she's still very weak, mas nakakausap na daw and stuff... thank you Lord! we'll still be praying for her...

i watched three kings kanina... ok naman... cool story...

wla lang. yun lang.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|8:51 PM|

[[pray for one another!]]

may this serve as a reminder for me and for everyone who knows sister abi... to pray for her everyday... for her speedy recovery... Lord, indeed she is a testimony to everyone... even finishing the song just for you Lord... offering up her talents to you in singing and in dancing... may you grant her strength... and to her family in the Philippines peace and comfort in these times...

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|6:37 AM|

[[stressed... but feeling SO HAPPY!!!]]

im so happy. kung baket, well, isipin nyo na lang.

its already 615 am and gising pa ko. syempre kasi ginawa ko yung CA identification sa biodiversity. yey! tapos na sya! so ibig sabihin, yung film... ay mali... flim pala... flim essay ko na lang ang pproblemahin ko! cooooool!

ang saya saya ng church anniversary kanina... ang ayaw ko lang talaga ay yung ayos nung ballroom kasi may mga poste so yung nasa sides medyo hindi maganda yung view. oh well. we had so much fun praising the Lord through singing and dancing!!!

Thank you thank you pala sa mga pumunta sa church anniv concert... namely ate val, ferron, karen, joseph, pau (kapatid ni karen), derek, jerome, kuya miggy, ate pam, kuya elots, and ate zoe (kahit hindi kita nakita thank you thank you sa pagpunta)!!!

ang sad part lang ay ill be seeing the other (non NUS, kse ung taga NUS pwede ko makita everyday) gals and guys once a week na lang... huhuhu... kasi wala nang practice...

pero why im happy is not just the concert... its something more... parang toppings on the ice cream yun... kahit masarap sya na topping kung pangit ung ice cream, wla rin kwents... the ice cream on itself can satisfy you... but having the toppings just satisfies you more...

cge, tulog na ko... got 10 am class. yey! im gonna be sleeping like pooh! with a smile on my face...

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|6:35 AM|

[[post deleted]]

i deleted my previous post (yung sinasabi ni ferron na mahaba)...

reason undisclosed... :)

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|6:35 AM|

Friday, March 26, 2004

[[i need you to need me]]

i need you to need me... is my own version of "i want you to want me" by letters to cleo, totally 80's etc. etc.

sabi nga ni camile, desperado! hahaha. God bless na lang kay camile sa next round ng american idol.

back to my song... spot the difference na lang kayo! :)

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I did shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Got home early from work
Still cant hear you say you love me
Didn't you, didn't you, didn't you see me cryin'
Oh, didn't you, didn't you, didn't you see me cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know I feel like dying
Oh, didn't you, didn't you, didn't you see me cryin'

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me

Lord, help me... anatomy exam na bukas!

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|6:16 PM|

[[i hate this]]

I admit... kat actually made a LOT of sense.

I hate this.

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Lord help me with my exams and my projects. I wanna go home to the philippines na! at least dun walang pinoproblema.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|1:03 AM|

Thursday, March 25, 2004

[[can't stop time]]

haaay... its like madaling araw na here and im still gising you know... haaay. why is my buhay like this???

yuck. ang conio naman nun. well totoo naman eh... not na conio ako but na gising pa ko!!! hahaha... grabe daming CA daming project. haaay. help me Lord!

hindi pa ko nakapanood ng american idol kanina. kse naman, late na ko nakauwi from dance practice. well at least tapos na yung sayaw sa wakas!!! oh well...

hindi ba dapat natutulog na ko ngayon kaysa sa nagbblog? hehe ewan ko ba. siguro ang gising ko bukas 2 pm na. hahaha.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|5:31 AM|

Sunday, March 21, 2004

[[cellophane]]

yey updated na ulet ang blog ko. hindi ko kse actually alam kung ano ang isusulat ko. cguro dahil nothing exciting. ganyan naman tlga, boring minsan ang buhay.

well today is sunday. sunday na kse its around 130 am.
had anatomy class... ang saya nung teacher namin. ang lively nya. dami pang jokes (corny naman ung iba). tapos nagpuntang church after lunch. practice for concert. praise God a lot better na ung steps namin. altho hindi na naman kumpleto kanina. sana ok presentation.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|1:34 AM|

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

[[$Σήד!M3N†Δ₤]]

Lord I’m in the dark,
Seems to me the line is dead when I come calling
No one there, the sky is falling

Lord I need to know
My mind is playing games again
You’re right where you have always been

Take me back to you,
The place that I once knew as a little child
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me
Oh I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me

I will rest in you
I will rest in you
I will rest in you

Tell me I’m a fool,
Tell me that you love me for the fool I am,
Comfort me like only you can
And tell me there’s a place
Where I can feel your breath
Like sweet caresses on my face again

Take me back to you
The place that I once knew as a little child
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me
Oh I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me

I will rest in you
I will rest in you
I will rest in you

today is senti day... halos lahat ng tao senti... kaya sama na rin ako... joke! kinda lang...

actually, there's always something to be happy about naman diba? but i have one particular reason to be happy today... pero hindi ko na sasabihin kung ano yun haha... actually weird nga eh... got some good and bad news today... pero ok lang... the bad news isn't quite bad actually... should see it in a good way...

this goes to the senti people out there... and yeah, including me... here's one of my personal faves... just rest in God!

Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. - Matthew 11:28

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|8:01 PM|

Monday, March 15, 2004

[[GODISNOWHERE]]

anong basa mo sa title ko? well you can read it how you want to read it... either God is nowhere or God is now here...

had lecture, went to library, went home... ang saya! hehe...

mukhang nagmmaterialize na ang plans to go to bangkok... cooooool... sana okay...

hindi ko na ma-access si weed... hay naku, wala na tlgang source ng music and videos... wala pa ring charmed! haaay...

yun lang... wla na kong maisulat...

still invisible

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|6:47 PM|

Sunday, March 14, 2004

[[still invisible...]]

reality check: patapos na ang sem! haha....

dapat masaya ko dun eh pero ewan ko lang ngayon parang kakaiba... before... gusto ko na matapos ang lahat ng lectures para finals na lang tapos matapos na ang finals para uwi na... pero parang hindi ko feel ngayon... ewan ko talaga baket.

went to church this morning... had our last pdl session and went home... hindi talaga exciting ang buhay ko dito... hahaha...

2 weeks to go before the church anniv concert... sana ok naman ang presentation namin.

dapat dadaan akong orchard para tumingin ng ticket pauwi... pero tinamad na ko kse ayaw ko maglakad mag-isa. si kor and ivy nag-morning nga pero nasa tanjong pagar naman sila for pdl... si missy, erika, marc, michael, rovin, kuya pheng lahat nag-joshua... next sunday na lang.

btw, still invisible

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|3:43 PM|

Friday, March 12, 2004

[[anticipation... don't ya know that ur toxic?]]

anticipation, anticipation
is makin' me late
is keepin' me waitin'

haha wala lang. shempre mandy pa ren ako compared to britney noh! :) i watched "the shining" kanina para sa american film. suspense talaga! creepy kse ng mukha nilang lahat eh. oh well...

hay nakow na-delete ung previos post ko! ang stupid kse eh... wel... ganun tlga... so kwento ko na lang anong nakalagay dun:

i watch dance uncensored last.. thursday. ang ganda! entertaining. ang galing nung kr dancers... well hindi lahat sila... ung 6 na lang na sumayaw ng "painters". pinakamagaling yung smallest na gurl. tapos isa pang nagustuhan ko ung slow dance na may table sa left and may couch sa right. un ung da best na slow dance for me. tapos ok din ung toxic na may kasamang crazy in love. pero ung toxic part lang ung maganda. hehehe. cute kse ng get-up eh. tie and suits tapos puro gurls. ang biased ba? puro kr un ah! hehehe... pero honestly hindi naman tlga ko involved sa kr mashado. aalis na nga ako next sem eh.

i had a quite serious talk with ate chette last tuesday night... or should i say wednesday ng madaling araw... it was a not-so-long chat but it was a nice conversation. ang tagal na since i last had a "heart to heart" talk with someone. i really appreciate it ate chette! hope we could spend some more time together when i go back this summer.

yun, yun yung post kahapon.

continuing today's post... kainis. talo mogo-mogo. pero ang cool hindi expected ni colby na mavvote-out sya today. oh well that's life. lalo na sa survivor. ang sarapa nung pagkain ng chapera! burger, hotdog, cheese, salad, and dessert! open bar pa! haha. ok na sakin ang bottomless coke. hehe.

nag-download ako ng toxic mtv. haha. wala lang.

nag-mail ako ng letter kanina. kelan kaya dadating sa pinas yun? sana naman mas maaga. minsan kasi ang tagal eh. saka minsan pinapakuha pa sa post office. ang labo! tapos sarado pa clinic kanina.

wala na si pinkcow. ahuhuhu. sana may mag-share pa ren ng mga stuff sa network. para masaya diba?

yey buti na lang hindi umulan kanina kse natuyo ang sampay ko! yey! grabe ang lamig lamig sa LT32 kanina!!! super freezing cold. talo pa yata ang freezer ng anatomy lab! grabe hindi ko nakayanan yung lamig kaya humanap talga ko ng pwesto sa taas na medyo warm. tapos nung break, lumabas talaga ko ng LT. learned my lesson already. always bring a jacket sa LT... just in case!

yey may tag-board na ren sa blog ko. ang saya! saka yung clock. diba astig? nyek. hehe. wala lang.

jeunie scribbled on her journal @|1:42 AM|